It's just that... It's too much? It's too twisty and sick and yes, it feels so good with you around but the nausea... Nope.
Anyway I've been dieting and eating less and working out more. I'm way thinner when I'm happy (and in love) and I'm way healthier than ever. I'm currently 4 kg away from my normal weight and how could a girl be more satisfied?
Precious, precious lesson: Learnt.