Day 11-14: I KNOW I'M FAILING ON THIS GAME. I KNOW.

Day 11: A Journalist. A businesswoman. A very important person.

Day 12: Good. Great. Fine.

Day 13: Everything in me. There's always a reason to mock, thus it breaks my heart and the reasons made a long list. If plastic surgery, tattoos, and hair extension are not haram I'd be doing them for sure.

Day 14: Quirkiness, dark hair. Great taste of music. Loyalty. Thick eyebrows. A smile that's too beautiful, it stops my world and fill up my stomach with butterflies. A mature soul, but has the gut to have fun.

John Mayer's Born and Raised is to die for. And Maroon5 tickets are so damn expensive.

Day 9&10: Things I never done before.

Day 9: I wish I have the gut to smoke, because I see that it relieved so much pain? But I think I definitely would drink spirits when I'm older. Like, champagne for celebrating. And if I smoke, I'll smoke something thin and mild. Something super thin, in a cute box.

Day 10: I have a normal piercing, in both ears which I rarely use. I'd love a wrist tattoo, something that says In Omnia Paratus, or Amor vincit omnia, or l'amore e cieco. Fortis et liber. The words I use to guide my days with, to support me when I'm down. But again, tattoo is haram so... I'd pen my wrist instead.

Day 3-8: I missed out, I know....

I'm going to do it quick, ok.

Day 3: Never!!! :(

Day 4: Who, I don't know. Why? It's too fucked up. I'm not supposed to like a guy in the first place because I'm not supposed to have a crush with guys because guys are annoying. I'm saving all my heart for that perfect, inexistent man in the future whom I wish will never appear so I could live my life to my fullest alone, because I still think (to this day) that men are the most inappropriate thing women should live with.

Day 5: Hmmm. This is familiar. My family's chaos and several rejection I've been through.

Day 6: Jeje, Meivy, kak Fadia, Amel. They are perfect in every way possible, but different in any way possible.

Day 7: This is hard. Tricky. I just have to pick 'The Devil Wears Prada' and Audrey's 'Funny Face'

Day 8: Straight, because a lesbian or a bisexual me would be even more... Contentious. And I can't imagine making out with both sexes. Heaven, help me.

Day 2: Favorite Band

OH MY GOD THIS IS HARD. I like Endah N Rhesa, Florence+the Machine, She and Him, Lady Antebellum, The Script, Paramore, a lot. But my favorites among the favorites is going to be Endah N Rhesa and Florence+the Machine.

Endah N Rhesa, is a funky duo who sings... Cute songs because everything is sung by guitars and Endah's voice is too cute to be true. My favorite songs are "Blue Day" and "Midnight Sun"

They're spouses, and they're both from Bandung. They will held a gig here, in Bogor, but I can't go because I have to attend my uncle's wedding, d'uh. I found a super sweet picture of them.

I want a guitarist boyfriend so we'll play together like them!<3

Second, Florence+the Machines. It's actually Florence Welch with the band, but she produces the most amazing production ever, e.g. Dog Days Are Over, and the new album Ceremonials.

Day 1: Why your last relationship ended.

janskdanlsankdmandfkjdsfanskjfajriethanjgak at this question. Well, here's the thing. My last relationship sucks. If I could de-count it, I would. It ended because he was cheating and I'm still stuck at my past, just like I am now. Here's the thing, when you have a history with someone, and that history is nowhere near the bad, traumatic one, you won't be able to forget it. You'll move on, or let it go, or stupidly ignoring the fact that Hey, I've done that. I think I'm going to stay, because that thing I was doing is picture perfect, or I'm not trying that, it's way too risky. I think I'm going to stay and cuddle my amazing past. Do I want to stay in the same condition, no. I'm staying because I haven't met that person who's going to snap me out of it, to grab my hand and show me that it's actually okay to omit the past, and the future is waiting to be explored. In the end, all I have to do is just wait, right?

30 Days Challenge? Game on!