I'll always be...

If you ask me, we go to the movies because we want to see fairytales. A sleeping queen woken by her true love's kiss. A princess who puts aside her jewels to make her way in the world. Lovers torn apart being brought back together. But life isn't a fairytale. And happy endings are few and far between. In life the young queen becomes a tyrant. And takes her subjects to war. So that's why we need movies. To remind us that, despite it all, love can still spring in the most unlikely of places. And that sometimes, even fairytales can come true.

P.S. Lol, yeah, I'm soooo bored studying for finals.

Pride, Ego, Need, and Selfish Ways.

(I just wanted to say thank you)

I hope our path crosses someday. Someday. Just not today, tomorrow, the day after it and so on.

Too close

I can't stop listening to this, it has a bit of that EDM-ness in it and Alex's voice got the deep-not so deep tone that I just love love love.

And can I just say that Mom did a great job on Applause? #proudtobeaLittleMonster

And that Branislav Ivanovic's first goal this season really made my week? #proudtobeaTrueBlue

:)

Around my feelings

Pink isn't usually my preference but Lily Allen (and the lyrics) caught my attention. God I missed her so much. And some more things.

Driving lesson starts in 9 days and tuition starts tomorrow! Gaahhh can't believe I'm a Y12 kiddo already. As I said before... Bring it on.

Happy 300th post.

Time is money, only difference is I own it

Easy

(Cool music to crank up the week)

(Mahesa Utara is da bomb)

(Resting like a boss. Let's get back to Arabic shall we)

Something stupid (like I love you)

(put some cool music on first)

Weird thing is, I said I love you so easily. Truth, I kinda love everyone. In different ways, in a thankful ways. At some points, you'd be hearing "Aaakkk! Thank you!!! I love you so much!" from me. But seriously. Ask yourself again. If you're really, truly my bestfriend, you won't be hearing a lot of this from me. All I throw you is just another bullshit jokes or insecure reminders for you. Via text, sure. I give a lot of ILYs and smooches via text, but man, I didn't even hug. I mean if you threw your arms around me than sure, yeah, I'll hug you back. But to be the bigger person and stretch out my hands? Nope. Even though sometimes at moments I wish I had been hugging, squealing my bestfriends, I won't do that.

No. I'm not crazy, lol. 

Or delusional.

Here's the thing. I think I've said I love you at perfect times, and have people saying I love you at perfect times. You know. When no one is around and you just kinda say it loud, with a big smile. Or when everybody is around and the words just kinda sneak in the back of your neck. Or you kinda gave a gift and they said thank you, and they opened it and you can just see it in their eyes that they love it, and in comes the I love you. Perfect moments. Now? Not so much. I kinda give it away easily though. Too easily? I don't know. 

It's just that, hey, do that perfect moments exist anymore? If I have the opt to either relive those moments or create new ones... You'll know which one I'd pick.

Nah. I'd pick Germany for university over anything at this point.

(Met Herr Klauss today and to be honest, I did not get every word he said. Man, those German and that accent. Better play dead but hey, that's future right up there)

Another

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you. I know that I'm causing you pain too but remember if you need to cry, I'm here to wipe your eyes.

I just started to listen to this song (a lot) and I hope Hunter Clarington sings this in Glee. Impossible. 

Anyway. This song reminds me of you. If we were still together, I'm a hundred percent sure that you'd sing this for me. You're one of the good ones. 

Cause we know that boys equals trouble

It's just a silly, low quality and super funny cover on Taylor Swift's I Knew You Were Trouble by Me, Sabilla, and Amel.

We used WOTE's on background because Taylor's is too pitchy!

P.S. Our next cover is Dark Side.
P.P.S. Hopefully, in a better quality.

Shooting and all that.

In the last two days (including today. Does that count?) I've been shooting as Diva and yeah, it's tiring but thanks to the lovely cameramen... Or women, the shots looked pretty good and I'm lovin' it. Today is my best shooting so far because I get to be the non-slutty Diva. Yay. 

Yesterday I went on youtube and found cool peeps over videos. Beside Stefan Ivanovic, yes. The second I heard San Cisco, I fell in love with the cool beat of garage-pop-ish. And then, I found The Honey Trees. Love 'Orchard' and 'To Be With You'

Glee is starting!

Have a great day!

I will love you better now

♫ Hands to the sky, and throw your head back

We bounce to this track, and I don't care what anybody thinks about that.

If there's a riotous part in my life, Calvin Harris should be the soundtrack and my late teens should be the time. +This is just the start. 2013, rock me.

Something about you is so addictive

........ Ran out of words.

Found old photos of my year nine class, Alejandro!

Happy birthday Ibu Tri!

(half of) the girls!<3 MY SKIN WAS EFFIN GORGEOUS BACK THEN. Not uglyish and burnt like now-_-

See I miss having the hair I had in the last picture! Hopefully this crap on my head grow super fast so I'll look /much/ better than this. Good news! I went to BSD to check out DIS (Deutch Internationale Schule) but the school is closed, d'uh, go figure. And I got myself a new pants today hehehe it's Zara and it's pink and it looks good with my sweaters so I'm content:D I bought a MAC eyelash curler too + some socks from M&S + a pair of New Look mocs but I didn't get my goal today: tribal loose sweater. Mom said it won't be on season (yet) and I should go look for it again next month, before the Pare Trip because YES, I am going! I'm so excited and all gengless are going. My first experience spending NYE with friends. Secretly wishing you're going too, even though that's likely to be impossible.

I'm kinda sad though because I'll be missing Christmas dinner but I could go for two more years for that. I think I'll drop a visit to Surabaya after New Years. 

Still missing you (-a bit).

Now listening: Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again (I know it's an old song but man, did she read my mind or what).

How did you get here under my skin, I swore that I never let you back in, should've know better than trying to let you go cause here we go, go, go again. Hard as I try, I know I can't quit, something about you is so addictive, we're falling together, you think that by now I know, cause here we go, go, go again.

More

Not just break, burn, or end brin. Not just that, it's so much more than that.

In another life, I'd do things differently.

Rain. Ef. Not a good combination.

TODAY IS FUN. Yay I (think) I aced my chem test, but what the hell I always think things and it will fall apart in a way that I don't want it to be. Freak. I made, like, stupid little tray with pizza and (what supposed to be) steak and veggies but it kinda looked like bread so I'd stick with bread (with tiny bits of veggie on the side because I'm a hipster and I eat veggies. Lol. Jk. I got a list of books to buy as usual and the top of the list is:

Ugh I'm so mellow. Ew mellow. But yay mellow because my galauness output is quite good to be frank but I don't like to be cocky but I do and enough with this but things. I miss reading Fifty Shades because I miss having Christian on my dreams side aside with Erandhi and now it's just Erandhi. Now playing: Lana's Dark Paradise. Anyway the book supposed to be amazing and I just wish I have a paypal account (so I could buy books on amazon dot com like a boss).

NERD ALERT! I'm having a crush on Joseph Vincent just because he's Joseph Vincent. His sleeve tattoo is nothing like scary or preman kampung at any point so yay! You had me at tattoo, J.V.

Let's just pray for a minute so my inner romantic mellow freak is strong enough to finish my words to you. Yes. Erandhi-you.

D-d-d-dark paradise

Will buy my mdem tomorrow, yeay oh finally. Music of the Week: Lana Del Rey's Dark Paradise

Loving you forever can't be wrong, even though you're not here, won't move on.

Solo tomorrow

For a one-night trip to Surakarta for Matah Ati (local news cover: here) and it should be fab-u-lous. I'm loving the school life right now; I really enjoy studying my favourite subjects and giving "I-don't-give-a-fuck-but-I-should-listen-anyway" attitude on some subjects that I really hate. Pft. 

Deutschland für die Zukunft!

I'm obsessed with my Pocketbac :B

Old glasses of mine. Will use this at school, my eyes are getting (too) sore!:(

Cool beat by the one and only Mahesa Utara,

P.S. I'm saving up real tight for my upcoming modem so... Wish me luck!

Too cold/too hot?

Hello, still not over the Batman hype hehehehe. I want to watch it once again today but turns out someone is running late so we watched Ice Age instead. I wanted to watch Streetdance 2 tonight for midnight but I think I'm going to cancel because mom is sick and I just think two movies in a row is a bit extreme for me (who's happily smiling and not in a weeping mode at all). Me+the boys went for the photobox and I'm pretty glad that I'm the prettiest head:p We, no, I'm sorry, I went scouting for books to be filmed next semester and met Icha in the bookstore. After minutes of doing nothing and emptiness, we got in to the studio and watch the movie. I think it was okay, compared to the uber-coolness of The Dark Knight Rises. Today was fine but Mom topped it off with Homemade Soto Padang and Bapak&I chatted about the economy, again. It's becoming a habit and I always wanted to give him ideas on his current projects (On making sustainable energy source by maximising the coal that will eventually run out in, like, fifty years) and new concept for the new company. I think I'm stuck in business school because working in Bapak's company sounds so good and yes, I will enjoy it. Not to mention that he allowed me using sheer flowery skirts and velvet pump shoes with neon nail polish and black lined eyes at work hehehehe. I think I'm going to succeed Bapak's plan to get me in school on time so I'd be getting my Doctoral in the age of twenty five. Ten years to go. Ten.

NO SERIOUSLY. What ever happened to the I-want-something-like-that-with-someone-like-you??!!

I will. I promise!

New addition to the infamously random CD collection:

Thank you Zizi:3

P.S. Thinking of getting something matched for Eid Al-Fitr with Meivy, I should look for fabrics ASAP.